I don't feel good today...I slept in and came in really late today. Am I being productive now? Not at all. I am really enjoying my job now. I have been all over the DC area the past couple of weeks and I am getting comfortable driving in DC---it's been a good couple of weeks; I have not gotten lost in a while.

I have driven through a lot of the marathon route----it's an awesome course.

Of course, as I say this it will happen. I am starting to actively look at moving; it's exciting, it's scary...it's just amazing that an area that is only 35 miles from the place that I have called home for the past 11 years is a completely different and cosmospolitan world. It's time to get out of my comfort zone and start living a little more in the right ways. My prayers right now are that I find a place that allows me to continue to save money and live my 'healthy' life, I also pray that I find some girls that are 'real' down here. It's a very materialistic culture and I cannot fall into that pit. Lots of stuff going on.

It's amazing to me that a only a year ago I could not pay my bills; I was a heavy smoker...and if I would have continued to live alone would have probably started needing some serious therapy. My job sucked and I was really unhappy. God works in ways that I cannot truly wrap my pea brain around. So...I have this great job, lots of opportunity, a strong faith, I am taking care of my physical and emotional health, and I have a loving family and some great friends...I am blessed and ready for what's next.